dee dee duMmmm

and the chipsmore pops up again.... when she can't sleep

and can't help but wonder is this how life is gonna be now? Does getting comfortable with each other mean getting comfortable enough to ignore the other? I don't know why i'm so pissed these days.............. ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hip hip huurray!!!

WEEEEEEEEE I FINALLY GOT MY iPHONE!!! one down .. many more to go hahaha... next on my list is MacBook Pro... of which i hope would be on the way in a few weeks time :D and then i'll be officially broke! hahaha darn... being an Apple fan is expensive!!!!

Goodbye to Yesterday

I am very emo now... having said that, I need to put a closure to my past that I still hold on very dearly till today. It would probably be a better idea to find the other person to sit down have a little chat but then I think I have tried many times to do that, in which I was rejected. Despite going through so much shit and all, I still do treasure the times we shared together because sometimes I believe that is truly the Hsin-Ee whom I met and knew. And that is my mistake because people do change and people meet new people and people may not be the same again with the old people they know because circumstances change time and again. And when two people who are so close together do not change at the same pace, then one loses the other isn't it. Funny it turns out to be because I wasn't the one who is the instigator here and yet I am trying my best to rectify things. Then again, like i said before, the best friend whom I knew and loved is gone for good. I guess she has been gone the day we arrived here. Goodbye cha boh, maybe I'll see you in another lifetime.

Another random post

I do not know why i keep coming back (once and year) and still kept this space... I guess this is cater for when and if I suddenly disappear/die then the few people whom i know and out of very rare occasion will read my stuff.. I shall be remembered haha

It is so sunny today after a gloomy/cold/nippy weather yesterday but unfortunately Vincent is working, everyone else is sick or busy and therefore I can't be bothered going out alone. Which also led to me being emo again hahaha suddenly going busybody looking through friends' facebook profile on where they're working now,etc, and I thought to myself - that could have been me :(
Robert Frost- The Road Not Taken is what has been bugging my mind occasionally, especially when you have nothing that you want to do. Well I did went down that path that I so wanted and I knew was going to be great, until life stops you at another point and present you with choices to be made, which usually meant you can't HAVE IT ALL. I do know that I am not regretting this road - it is wonderful, it's just that the other road might just be too short-lived. Hopefully one day I will be able to go there again for a visit perhaps down memory lane. Life is indeed what you made it out to be and any consequences should always be swallowed with pride and joy.

And the number goes on and on...

My 23rd List

• Boobs: CHECK (still up and about)
• BOotie: CHECK (hasn't evolved to the likes of pointy-gular corner)
• Diet: CHECK (daily choco intake)
• Size: CHECK (still fitting within the mass - Msian & Aussie!)
• TUmmy: ERrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *whistles nonchalantly*
• Wardrobe: DOUBLE CHECK (full and without granny undies)
  
• Wrinkle: UNCHECK ( thank god i'm not there yet)
• Friends: CHECK (mostly still older than me and glad that i'm catching up)
• B-day cake: CHECK (thanks Val and Chel!!!!)
• PRessie: PENDING (waiting for Baby.....)
  

I guess i'm doing alright still ;)

ouch +_+

If you are ever reading this... i'm sorry zach if i have disappointed you or pissed you off for the past so many years that we have been apart +_+ i thought calling you would be a nice gesture but i guess not this time hey? I hope that was just a bad timing on my part and nothing to do with a dying friendship... i miss you dearly

Procrastination (is amazing)

Chocolate of the day:
The best way to forget all your troubles is to wear tight shoes

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what the??!?????

p/s: am eating Dove's sort of new range of chocolate pieces and like Baci, they each comes with a quote on the inside of the wrapper

[Jen is so so so not satisfied with this one... that means i have absolutely got to eat another *chomps chomps*]

(another) Chocolate of the day:
A smile is a curve that sets a lot of things straight

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p/s: okay i guess that makes way more sense than the other one.

By the way Zach if you're reading this i'm sorry i haven't been replying you through a lot of medium .... but just to let you know i got your card!!!!! which is good cuz i miss you so much that i cried when i first read it :( but know that you'll hear from me soon... cuz i'm gonna be having exams and assignments soon so that means more procrastination and by the looks of it i'm starting to blog again cuz i have time (provided to study but in the end used for procrastinating)... so yeah... *hugz*

PROCRASTINATION ROCKS!!!!!!!!!

( i swear i'm going to smack myself in the head if i used one more time of the P word)

My fav CSI is dead!

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN! WARRICK IS DEAD! oh how gorgeous he is (or was..) i guess his contract with CSI is terminated already..... but STILL!!!!! wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa DON"T DIE WARRICK! If vincent was watching with me tonight, i already knew what he would say...

"It has to be the black guy-"

hahahahahaha